So I must admit since you have touched down on the surf I've seen more of my weaknesses become apparent. Even though we're not able to spend as much time as I would like, I am still thankful for your presence and what it does for me. I am thankful for in times of trouble the thought of your name keeps me calm. In times of duress I am able to just play back the beauty that you have brought into my life and how much struggle it took for you to even have a life. So when I say thanking about you not only mentally and my brain storming I am also thanking you for being here. A part of me has continuously die in order for me to even feel your presence, feel our DNA and our energy feel our spiritual unbreakable connection. With tears inside I say that it hurts that I can't see you or touch you as frequently as I want to. Life is as it is and as long as your mom is keeping you safe that is the main key. I hope she enjoyed her birthday I sent her a message, kind of bland but I still made sure I contacted her. I love you both I hope by now you know your ABC's at least and you can count up to the 20s. I definitely would have made sure of that but life is life as I said again. So before I go on a tangent I love you and I miss you see you soon.
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